Bobby Vs.1

Bobby vs.1

He said he was sorry, for
Being so
Mean!
Why’s he pick me?
          He told me
      I was perfect
And that we could be!
But my man beat me…
And still I took him back.
    Again, and again
Until one day he took it to far!
And decide my life wasn’t worth living, by far.
And this is how my story
gose…
Bobby was gentel, kind and flawless.
With an brilliant mind
That was so creative
      To each eye.
Bobby has his problems, and I blew it off and used many excuses.
He drank more.
And started to hit.
Each and every day he called me a bitch.
I was flunged up against walls.
And locked in closets.
    But still I took this man back…
For a reasons I can’t say why.
It was as if I had no privilege to live!

And Bobby had the right to take it all away!
Each night, and each day!
Poor Bobby was starting to fade away.
He came home late one day,
And told me to hold him tight.
I had to if I wanted to survive that night,
He smelled of a strong odor.
That wasn’t mine, nor his.
I felt as if, I should end this.
While my thoughts, and feeling came over me, He tried to kiss me.
But, I made  poor Bobby miss.
His applauding anger grew more of an outrage.
As he cussed me out,
He tied me up and beat me with his leather belt.
And told me never to forget his authority and that he was the best.
Finally! He stopped after my sorry’s had run out.
My Booby had sexed me up, and made me scream his name. 
How could he dare?
          Bobby left that night.
He approached me in the morning.
      With a phone call from jail.
                                          He wanted nothing but bail.
                        I was hesitating to unleash the monster of hell.
                            I think I was good; I did not give him bail.
                                            I don’t know what to do?
                                            I am lost with no excuses.
                                          I believed Bobby could change!
                                        All he needs is a seconded chance.
                                          And hopefully this one will last.