Farewell, I Was

Today I saw the sun, cant say I was impressed
Pretty as its ever been, but no different than the rest

Yesterday I felt it rain, couldnt say it hit my flesh
But As misty as its ever been, to me its nothing spec.

I see the beauty all around, it does nothing for my face
I try to pretend, but not a grin will livin up my state

Im blank, quite frank and not a trace..of happiness around
Unfamiliar with the sky because my eyes
Cannot accept what it has found

Farewell, I was..I'm not, I hate, I wish that I was me
Hello, I am...I'm not that face...the soul I used to be

Im just a soul that used to be
I cant behold what youth can see
If I could scroll through the youth of me
I would hold until the moon would flea

But tonight I saw it float, cant say I was impressed
Pretty as its ever been, it still cant take my breath

I still cant face my death...still alive is all my hope
A cadaver on the ropes chasing the shadow of a ghost

Just like the paddle of a boat
In faith I dabble till im soaked
Use up the ammo in my throat
To pray and gamble that I woke

But...

Farewell, I was..im gone, goodbye...I wish that I could be
Hello, I am...a soul that stands, though my time has made its flea