Lost Love Speaks The Truth

I was told that you cheated on me
there was no need to explain
in my head you would never change.
I thought I could change you from a hoe to a man,
but got a rude awaking
when I heard you was knocking boots with some other woman.
I loved you and as hard as I don't want to
I still do...
You'll always hold a special part of me, Boo.
You been out of my life for some time now
and I wrote so many good and bad things about you
to make the sadness die down,
but then I recieved a letter
and it made me think
did you really cheat on me
or was it some sort of mistake?
or was it jealousy that made her do this?
I cried myself to sleep wondering what the truth is.
She told me and others that you were no good
and that you was cheating on me
and that I should leave you.
I stayed with you for as long as I could,
but when you missed my graduation
I thought maybe I was getting fooled.
So I called you,
but someone said you'll call me back
you never did.
So on June 5, 2007 I called it quits in my mind.
In real reality we been together for over a year now
because I never got to talk to you
and explain how much you meant to me
and how much I care
and what I would give up just to have you near,
but had to let you go
because I wanted one man not a hoe.
Over The Limit,
The Thought,
Second Chance(part 1),
Why?(part 2),
Shouldn't Have(part 3),
I Wish,
I Do Like Him,
All Mixed Up(part 1),
Only Hope(part 2),
All I Could Do,
Invisible Girl,
Don't Trust Him,
Night,
Pefrect You,
Age Is Nothing But A Number,
Waiting For You,
Since You've Been Gone,
Inside My Head,
Rumors,
Here's To You,
Don't Seek The Truth,
Me, Myself and I,
Dear Lover,
The One,
Take Me As I Am,
Deal With It,
I'm Here,
How Do You?,
Say It's Not So(part 1),
Things To Say(part 2),
In The Open(part 3),
Getting It Out(part 4),
Love Bug,
I Need...,
You're On My Mind,
Nothing You Can Do,
Our Spot,
Not Perfect Enough,
Eighteen(part 1),
I'm Scared(part 2),
You're Special To Me,
Worth A Thousand Words,
Come Soon,
All Bets Are Off,
Baggage,
My Chance To Risk It,
You Didn't Even Try,
Your Choice,
To You,
Where Are You?,
Stop It!,
You Said It Again,
Big Girls Don't Cry,
All About You,
Don't Know,
Can't Do It Anymore,
Damage,
Over You,
Too Good Of A Bitch,
Remains In My Mind,
Moved On,
Regret It All,
He'll Be Back,
I Hate Loving You,
and We're One.
Something inside of me wish I had a gun
to blow away the pain
or at least something to make me
realize that one day
I'm going to have fame
and riches behind my wildest dreams
because the love I have for you
is better than any reality show on T.V.
See my darling,
I wrote all of these for you
some were rude and mean
because of what I was told you do,
but I take it all back
and when you come home
I hope nothing holds us back for giving it another try
because you still hold the key to my heart
forver you and I.