My Role Model

I look up to you
I want to be like you
The spitting image,
they can't believe
everything the same
between you and me
my hair style
the way i walk
everything like you
Your everything someone should be
everything I want
hands and knees and at your feet
the pleading of the boys
teachers thinking of you as someone so sweet
your absolutely perfect
in every single way
i watch you everyday
every move, every breath taken in
i must be the same
can't do without it
my whole life i have to blame
i want to be the popular girl
just like you
i want hands and knees at my feet
with teachers thinking I'm sweet
i want the boys at my call
I just want it all
Everything you have
I never have had
your my role model
the person i look up to
your changing my life of bad to worse
with everyday a bigger nightmare to follow
i can't stand not being like you
but i just cant seem to pull it off
i cant get anything of mine to be like yours
not even my measly cough
i have the cough of a loner, a follower of the pack
a seeker of perfection, something you have mastered
but i personally lack
I'll keep on trying...
looking up at you
I'll be what i want to be
someday
just like you
my role model