mommy

Waking up to the sound of your voice
screaming loud and proud
welcoming the sun into your eyes

grabbing your toes
slobbering everywhere
4 Little teeth hide behind those lips

Smile ear to ear
Mommy's here i say
picking you up
holding you in my arms

A little giggle escapes
making me realize everything will be okay
that the world just docent matter right now
No not with you in my arms
Nothing could ever feel this good

My son, my life and world
I try to be the best

Mommy is the description
eyes rolled, at a young age
I must be a horrible mother
I hear other speak under there breaths
telling others I'm the worst

But nothing matters
When your with me
even if my shirt is soaked in wet marks
and i change a million stinky diapers
Nothing will ever matter

Your future in my hands
for me to guide and control
These hands that now hold you
Will you want them there when I tell you no
Will you forever hate me when I have to look at you and speak those words

Am I the mother you will proudly show off
Walking egg shells to please you
my only son
can I do this?
Can i be the mother you want and need?
Mommy..
Its the description