daydream

daydreams flow of just fucking running

re attaching the situation away from my passiveness, recoiling in my thoughts
a glaze coating around my uncertainty
i'll fictionalize events,
slam in some distant figure to observe,
to catch
as words fall from his ever widening detachment
oozing delusions of grandeur towards me, en-capturing my being in saviour sent
i am a lone warrior, destined to save his soul
and i cant stop him

my panic ripens, exhibiting catatonic tendencies throughout my consciousness
i won't look at him, but the ground or the sky
looking for an exit, a sign
something to rip my fictional self away from this replayed moment


a lingering iky feeling, brewing in the depths
sweeping through my pours under the wrath of my bitter/sweet imagination
my re in actment takes wings
and i wont look back, or question
irrationality takes hold and impulse becomes my only guide
throughout my mind
leaving a hooded silhouette behind trailing eyes...