Left With Nothing

A devastation
where once there was life
love annihilation
everything cut away with a dull knife

I'm left to be despised
and completly hated
to be honest, Im not surprised
I still believe much was left unstated

There was a time when I loved you
With everything that is my life
And it seemed like that closeness grew and grew
But now thats all left over is heartache and strife

I never played a game with you
And all you ever did was try to help me
You seemed to be everything I could be attached to
And I'm very sure that your feelings were to agree

But then that rose began to wilt
and I felt like I was drowning
And everything that we have built
has ended with a stupid fling

Am I ashamed?
Yes
Am I guilty?
Yes

all you ever did was care
and in the end-all I wanted was away
But I can honestly swear
everything I told you was not to lead you astray

I think it would be a mistake
for us to try again
I think we'd both eventually break
and possibly go insane

But I still can't even dream
my life without you
a broken seam
nothing left to pursue

We cant even be friends
Regardless of how close we were to end
I suppose theres no ammends
and nothing to defend

  Because I cheated on you.