thoughts on thoughts

Thinking is better than writing,
I believe.
We have our thoughts, all
to ourselves.
Unless you believe the
radio voice.
"It's a conspiracy man. They're all
watching; listening."

But to be selfish,
you think.
They're completely to yourself. In
your mind.
Writing may be thought to
be secret.
Don't tell that to
the publisher,
not even the homeless
dumster driver.
History tells us not to repeat
our mistakes.
But hear we are, writing, losing,
throwing away.

And when you stare at the wall in
Physics class,
or maybe even out the window,
no one knows,
and they're dare not ask.
You're just
lost in thoughts of everything,
anything, nothing.