the lost and the lies

I never tried to make the best of my time,
When I thought that I had plenty.
never cherished what I had,
because I’ve always had many

when I try to let us fly,
we always come back down.
when I try to go and die,
I always chicken out.

you ask for me to go away,
I’ve done everything wrong.
it's all the past, all hurt and scars
it's all a movie without a cast, and no leading part

you say you don’t need someone you cant trust,
wont try to trust again.
I’ve ruined your year ,you've stopped in fear
so now im gone without condemn

I never tried to make the best of my time,
When I thought that I had plenty.
never cherished what I had,
because I’ve always had many

they proved me wrong
on everything
and now I see
im dumb

they took my hopes
my dreams
my lies
and burned them your cries for help

they hurt you
so you hurt me
emotional and
physically

im to afraid to do anything
but cry
and cry,
and cry some more

I never tried to make the best of my time,
When I thought that I had plenty.
but now since you are gone,
I see I had to many

you hurt me
so I hurt myself
emotionally  and physically
so I don’t hurt anyone else