An angel or so it first appears
But a wolf in sheeps clothing
A devil covering the sweet innocence
The child I never knew
The sister I longed for
The one im forbidden to see
The person i'll never know
But who i'll always want to
Brought into a world of hate
Just for papers to another country
Sickening hate in me
For the mother of this innocence
So hard to hate what you long to love
But im managing too easily
I want my sister
To hold her in my arms
To tell her everything will be alright
But that would be a lie
One set of papers caused a life
A life that will be ruined
A fourteen year difference
Or an 19 year one
She'll never know
About the pain in my heart
When I think about her
I will come for you one day
Some way
I will make it there
I promise
Author notes
mhmm again.
It's written about my half sister Varvara Nicole. She lives in Russia with her mother. She's meant to be my half-sister, but we don't know whether that's true or not. I want to meet her, but my Dad won't allow it. My step-mom wants a Visa that'll enable her access to England. Dad doesn't want to give it to her :(
I feel for Varvara stuck in the middle of all this and though she's only young how will this be explained to her when she is older?
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Comments
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This is very cool, especially after reading the authors notes. Thank you for sharing this window into your life. I hope you find a way around it.
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I hope to one day. Just got keep your chin up and try. Besides my step-mom could be lying and it might no actually be my half-sister in which case she's a sick person.
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