I have witnessed tragic events beyond the capacity of my brain,
and I can't think to know how do I end this love,
I overwrote my happiness just to deal with this pain,
I was falsely impressed that this was only a temporary phase,
Now I stand in this shower, along in this rain,
Deeply rip further then the nakedness of my body's frame,
My heart exposed and only I know of this vain,
Rainbows later appear, but only I am ashame,
I wish blue moons would fall!,
My life is utterly astrange,
I am of no hope, I am too emotionally drained,
I miss him more because of this force departure,
...If only now he could say my name,
it would take away the pain,
the vain, me feeling ashame,
the rain astrange,
My emotional wreck with this train,
But here I remain still the same,
Far there he stand...
the reasoning of my poem...
Author notes
This is quite a different write from my usual
They complain that the love is unreal and hurtful then it's later if only he could so and so ...yeah he will improved ...I don't want to let him go type of behavior ...that many get trap by is why they go back for all that don't understand and for all that never will ...coming from an emotionally abusive relationship more then once and an emotionally abusive childhood ...I could relate enough to write this poem.
Love, Raneika
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