subliminal stream of love

closer than a word from thoughtful emotions.
You become a thought a laugh a heartache
closer resolutions
                        begin a hesitation
swim into a beginning
start a life together
                          forever
                                     
Its all got a hold of me
so now im folding
inside im dying
                    This fetal position gets old
growing cold
Im stale from repetition
its cold and im dying

tetrahydrocannibol
become a blistering heel
its nothing
its over

drink it and smoke
a cloak of a man

And you're there,
another day
another mold from clay.
a stare from a sunset
a glare from a permanent
midnight
another night together
closer now to me.
lovely
grab me and hold me
take this with me.
stay here
leave no fear
clear a date for us
without a useless memory.


Memory's a disease.
wihout it; animalistic.
she's a mirror within a glass that reflects
detects my introspectiveness
respects a man.
let her take more and more

Im lost in a chasm
the sunset blinds my eyes
the beauty caresses all valves
hearts pumping
whenever i see her from above
a love
a funny line
a new dawn
rising shining
a shine
a rock
im dodging them.
and getting a good grip
climbing towards that shiny
line in the horizon.
your smile
not a slip
I move forward

A love.
can it be?
are we together?
forever?
never forever is everlasting
im crying
you wipe them dry
no tear from my eye;
I cant lose you
you hold me
the stagnance loses feeling
cruel intentions belong nowhere
its all here for us.
to keep safe.