I sit outside in a cold car wondering when it will end
When will the hatred end?
All the suffering i go through should not be repeated.
I hate the very person who helped create me because of his issues.
He was supposed to honor and obey and love my mom,
but all i see everyday is a lack of respect and love
they hate each other!
When will the constant mental and emotional abuse end?
When can i say to my friends it is safe to come over again
when all i fear is that he will hurt them after getting drunk night after night.
i just want all the pain to end before i end my life...
or his
