oh, it was only a dream.
the equivalent of saying,
"which way is heaven from here?"
[because spiritually--
well, let's not get into that.]
left to wander through this valley of hinnom.
[...youslaughteryouslaughteryouslaughteryouslaughteryouslaughteryouslaughteryou...]
i can't bring myself to love you.
(inhale.)
(blink away a tear.)
(exhale.)
but i'm breathing way too fast!!!
this world needs more than this.
this world needs a simple way out of this mess.
your children and your children and your children
are all going to be simple heretics!!!
you're fucking ignorant!!!
[i'm fucking arrogant!!!]
dear world,
I AM HYPOCRISY.
[a sincere vow, but never did i think it would EVER be enough.]
brushmyselfwith_holier-than-thou.
(just wanted a way out of my heart-is-a-mess.
i'm crying--i'm crying--
i'm not crying, don't lie!
innocent life = and they never last.)
and if you could
[SEE!]
all from where i stand.
well, crawl my wayoutofthis QUICKSAND.
AND YOU KILL.
AND YOU KILL.
AND YOU KILL.
AND YOU KILL.
AND YOU KILL.
AND YOU KILL.
(oh woe. lead me to death!)
