A lonely face
Glaces out the two story window
Outside the sun is shining
Children playing
Inside she's screaming
The tears refuse to stop pouring
Her heart a machine
Which broke long ago
Shutting down her emotions
She feels nothing
Numb
As if injected with anesthetics
Battling against her controlling mind
Death never a threat
Simply a sanctuary
Nightmares rather than dreams
A family of battling soldiers
A war never complete
In the middle she stands
Dodging bullets
She tried to run
But to where
There is no question about her life
Mind and body tired
About to burn out
Like the flickering candle
The ashes charring the snow
Calling out
But no one cares to listen
She's dying inside
Hang in there
Be the dove that learned to fly
That light it shone
Through the dark tinted windows
A spotlight upon her face
Tears glisten
As they take their final bow
Before they cease to exsists
Her eyes are freed
From the endless sorrows
The last soldier standing
In this war of life
Although she has her battle wounds
She survived the worse
Stepping over those who've fallen
The peace in their closed eyes
Thankful that was not her
Laying in the dirt
It may have been her wish
In the beginning
Her mind has changed
She found her way
To gain self peace
At last she's loved
By the ones who started the war
They wrote their peace treaty
It's put into play
She found her hope
She found her wings
Now she flies
To return home again

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