your memmory

I'm haunted by your memmory,
The past that still exists,
I try eachday to break free,
Yet it's always you I find in  misery's mist.
I live in this life that surrounds,
Though I'm just standing still,
Waiting to find some steady ground,
Instead of climbing this constant hill.
  This anxiety leads to unstableness,
With this pain that makes me drown,
My whole being is such a mess,
From this agony I have found.
Deep within me,
There's nothing good to find,
I want to live my life freely,
Yet this misery still controls my mind.
The simple memmory of you,
Leaves me with another painful scar
I'm trying to find the "right thing to do,"
Since all hope has been chased so far.
You have given me some relief,
Since the day i had to go,
I thank God that I finally could leave,
TO have found the things I now know.
Your game is good, but not strong,
You're smart, but not wise,
My next move will make yours wrong,
I'll let them finally see all your lies.
You're selfish and hateful,
While I am happy and free,
The simple memmory of you,
Will soon be the best thing for me.
You're clever with all those lies you tell,
Yet there's so much you don't realise,
While you play your game so well,
I have finally opened my eyes.