Complicated

I close my eyes
And I stalk the shadows.
Silence overtakes my hope.

I bow my head,
I search my heart,
And I,
I'm afraid.

Time passes by
Uncertainity fills the air.
The thought of being alone
Keeps me distance,
Keeps you near.

Each prevailing belief
Holds a different reaction.
Neither can seize the meaning
Behind our assorted self-assumptions.

Our sentiment to unshared,
yet unyielding convictions
Brings a doomed hope to expectations.

Love.

The only point of mutual understanding
we seem to reach joinly.

And yet,

I question if love alone is enough.
You question if my love is true.

I ask if love is exsistent without trust
You ask if trust even deserve to exsist.

I search your eyes
Lock heart to heart.
And see not what I want.
I see what I need.

And as I close my eyes
At the end of the day
Lay me head on your heart,
Your heart beat matches mine.

Love.

Love is complicated.