The Memories

Every night and day I take it one step at a time since you decided you no longer wanted to be mine.
I know I said I would be fine, but that is just not the case this time.
Now all I wish is for you to just change your mind.

Honey can't you see the memories are killing me, now.
I remember you every time I am blue.
I remember you every time I see the color green.
I remember how you held me tight.
You made me feel like everything would be all right for once in my life, and the world would seem to just disappear every time you were near.
I remember your smile every time I'm alone.

Every time some one ask me what love means to me,you are all I see.
I remeber how your blue eyes use to leave me all ways trying to catch my breath.
I remember the first day we meet just like it was yesterday.
I remember the first poem you ever wrote to me telling me you wated to be more than just best friends did I forget to tell you just how much this scard me.
I didn't want it to ruin our friendship because I treasured you so much.
I remember the first time you told me you loved me, I knew then we had to try but in the end you said goodbye.
I remember I fell so hard and fast for you baby who knew.
I remember our first dance together.
The first time we kissed it was my piece of bliss.
Your lips were so soft to the touch, how I long to kiss you again.
I remeber how soft your hair felt when I use to run my fingers through it while you slept on my shoulder.

I remember  how just the sound of your name use to put a smile on my face.
I remember the first time you made me cry.
The first time you made me fell like some one ripped my heart out of my chest broke it into a million pieces.
I felt like that the day you said goodbye god how I cried.
That same person I use to charish, trusted, and loved stepped and spit on my broken heart I never would have thought it could have hurt this much.
That felt like hell,but you didn't seem to care.
However I was never mad at you.

The sad thing was that I cried so many tears over you that you could've filled the deepest ocean of blue.
I still love you like I loved you then.
I remember you on September 3 the day of your birth.
So take your memories ,take your reasons ,take your space and all your freedom, but you will think of me.
Because honey I'm a one of a kind and you will never find someone just like me just you wait and see.

I remember you every time I turn on the radio, because there is all ways a song playing that reminds me of you.
I tend to cry every time this happens no matter how much time time passes you will all ways be on my mind.
Time can't heal this broken heart,because  you were my first real love.
Now the lover turned back into a friend.
The friend that use to care so much about me now has become an empty space to me.

He has the half of me that made me whole.
Which you turned me jaded.
I'm so jaded,numb, and lifeless since you've been gone.
You took a piece of my heart and soul.
I don't ever want to get this hurt ever again.
I hate wondering what we could've been.
I hate the tears that keep coming down like waterfalls  every time I remember. I wish I knew where the love I felt so strong went all so wrong.

I remember your address and how you are so near yet so far from me. I remember your words from the begining to end all so clearly like you said them to me just yesterday.Oh it's so hard to let the one you love,just walk away as if it were only yesterday. Like I remember watching you go. Watching you go!