Him

if only he knew; if only he could understand
if only i could tell him my secret
if only he felt the same

i wish i could tell him
i wish he could know
how i truely feel about him

i dont know if i believe in love
maybe because i've been hurt so much
but how my heart thumps in my chest when i see him
i think, i know that has to be love

i wish i was enough for him
i wish i could be what he wants
but im not what he wants
and i wont change myself for him
i am who i am
i wont pretend to be something im not

i only hope that one day
he could see how much i want him
and realize he wants me too
and we could be together

but who knows what could happen?
im not a fortune teller

i just want so badly for him to be mine
the way he flirts with me
i would think it was possible
but i am not dumb
for i already know
though it breaks me in two
that he is taken...