When I woke up this morning,
after tossing and turning all night...
I think that I may have slept for a little
over an hour.
I prayed and asked God to help me understand,
how can a person keep hurting another....
even if I have forgiven them.
Well his answer to me was,
this man don't have Love....True Love
for himself.
I started to feel sorry for you,
but then another part of me
thought 'you have to want help'
and I know you honestly think
that nothing is wrong.
I used to think, that I would just die
if I didn't have you in my Life...
when honestly, I can say
that you haven't been a part of my life
for a long time now.
To think that everything you do is justified,
you've tried, convicted, and sentenced
without getting to really know
the new Birth within me.
You forgot all the times,
that I did great things, not to gain any props,
but as your significant other.
You know during my Life
I've done a lot of things, not pleasing
however, I have made a lot of progress.
Not perfect, just trying to make things right,
where I have done wrong.
Not to say that for the rest of my Life
I am to be hald accountable for every little
detail of my mishaps.
I've als accepted the facts that
you will never Love me
the way I deserve to be.
I'm not angry,
maybe a little disappointed, because
I made another mistake of thinking
that you changed.
Still I stand strong on my goals in Life,
as time awaits for no one.
I love you, dearly,
but I love you enough...
to let you go.
You don't have to say or do anything else,
I get it, and you know what?
I didn't even cry, this time.
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