All I see is failure

when I look at everyone
then take a look at me
all I see is a failure
that's all I'll be
at least to me
as long as I can remember
all things aside
all I've ever done is hide
even in myself
I feel like nothing can be found
can I loose this need to be wanted
cause i'm sick of feeling rejected
all I see in me is failure
I just know somehow thats not all I have to be
screaming until red in the face won't work
I know I know I am a jerk
God save me from my thoughts
my sins and my feelings
my life needs meaning
all I see in me is failure
God please don't let that be me
I have to be important
I've got to be loved
I've got to have something
help me move
bring me to a place of weakness
so I can just fix this
all I see is failure
I don't want that to be all thats there
Jesus this is my prayer