this is me.

sadness,hopelessness,darkness,despair.these are the things that i feel most days...
Sadness.
i am so sad.please help me!!!I'm crying. oh well let me die for all i care.
you don't care. I'm still here.thank god.
Hopelessness.
I'm alone.wondering the cold streets.the morning.i go to school......
I'm sitting in the stupid classroom i call home.
stair at the blank faces of the people that i call friend.
i turn,i look at the clock.half past noon.crap.2 more dreadful hours in
this place.I'm looking down before me, a paper.i call that work..still...friends are the things that is most important right now.
Darkness.   it rules this immortal of mine.sometimes i feel that darkness is what rules me.but for now ,i will roll into a ball ,go into a dark corner,
and wait for the world to crashing into the dark pit of my heart.
Despair.
you want to see what really goes on in my mind,step inside.take a closer look.tell me
what do you see.'i see a place.dead trees,black sand,the red embers falling from the cloud.the volcano is about to erupt.what was that big loud boom?no....no.....the lava,
the red lava going down the volcano's sides,like the bloody tears that run down my
cheeks.the little town i grew up in,the lava crashes in to it.people screaming for
help.then...silence.the people i loved the most.gone.my warm blood that runs though
my veins...turns black and cold.'that is what i think.


THIS IS ME....