Your lucky.... if you are one of the few people who have read these stupid little diary things, why r you lucky? Because I made a third one!!!! Sorry, about the whole first and second ones... I got upset and deleted them for my own "personal" reasons. But to refresh your memory the first one was just an short intro of my emo life, and the second one was about why and how I have schizophrenia.... This one will be about a dream that i have had about three times a week for like.... 3 months?... well, i don't remember that stuff...
It starts out that i am going to kill myself. I am at school in my cafetria, and for those who don't go to my school, there is a stage in it. I first drink a lot of medicine, i think it was nite-quil or something. I then go up on the stage and cut my wrists open and start shouting out at my fellow students. I tell someone how kind they were and some how much i hated them.. and other stuff like that... But i noticed that no one notices me and they keep going on like nothing is happening... I tried to jump off stage, but a clear box surrounds me and the box starts filling with my blood from my wrists.. I end up drowning in my own blood... No one notices at all...
well, i have a good idea what it means and stuff, but what do you think it means? please i would like to hear some fed-back, thank you.
answer the question at bottom of writting.
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wel
i am no phyciatrist you know that, but anyway i think that it means you feel trapped in your misery. maybe that you dont think anyone else suffers like you so you go unnoticed. if this helps cool if not i tried get better emo kid
see you at school
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