You left me

you seem to be a vision only in memory.
I wish you could complete my life.
make me whole.
but you're gone, you've left me a long time ago.
to deal.
In this world, i am nothing without you.
I miss you.
so much.
I pretend sometimes that things are great,
but within all of this theres you.
you're in the back of my mind nudging me,
telling me,
that things arent complete
without you.
I'm lost.
seems to be the popular thing;
to be like this.
in this world.
but I cannot shake the thoughts of my past.
the memories and the love,
of you.


My tears fall on my keyboard even now.
thinking of you.
Why'd you leave me?
Why?
Did you have another life?
You left me naked and alone,
left me without a figure to emulate.
so now im confused.
and writing.
I miss you dad.