Why???
Do I feel like an orphan???
Why???
Do they leave me here again and again???
She can't hold a job,
Or mayb just won't,
She can't stay in one place,
And something rises up in me,
Hate,
Why this, why now???
Hurt,
I don't want to feel it,
It keeps rising,
No sense in stopping it now,
No sense running,
Or wondering how,
How could this happen,
Happen to me,
To me all the time,
All the time,
Still,
Why sits on my lips,
As I sit here on the window sill,
Nothing happens,
Wondering,
Why/how, could she/would she, do this,
To me,
The one who just wants to feel bliss,
And I crawl out of the window,
Secretly, silently,
Look out to see the widow,
Nothing makes sense,
And no sense in wondering,
Why she left me here to rot,
To get "better",
Yet all I do is lay on this cot,
How could this happen,
Happen to me,
To me all the time,
All the time,
And I lay here,
Whatever suits me the best,
Or sit here,
Helping me get rid of all the rest,
It all just flows now,
'Cause I know truly,
While wondering how,
Being this is purly,
What we'd call an orphan,
They left me here,
Like a child again,
And there's nowhere to stere,
So I wonder/ponder,
How could this happen,
Happen to me,
To me all the time,
All the time...
How???
Please tell me what you think
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it happens to the best of us and apperently we are them i no how u feel totaly
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thank you for your comment....i know what you mean...
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i sorry, girlie....i sorry people treat you this way...i sorry i don't know what to say....i just sorry.....
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thank you for your comment, but i highly believe that you are not the one who needs to be saying sorry....but thank you anyways....
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why should not i be the one saying sorry?
but you're welcome -
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because you didn't do it to me......
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...maybe not.....
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sorry...lost..."maybe not"...definition please...
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Corky you are the red headed step child your not an orphan...you have so many people here for you...now...maybe not who you want...but Alcorn is probably the best thing right now..you kno...at least you kno she'll always be there for you when other people aren't...and you have me and Benabe...Where does your Mom live now anyways?...hell if she won't settle I'm getting my place in about nine months so you can come live with me...and me you and Britanee can be like a big happy family...whats you plans when you get out of there anyways?...Are you plann on staying with your Mom or possibly an independent living program...Have you talked to your worker about tht shit yet...well anyways I really hope shit works out...IL
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CALL MEH (316) 682-1620!!!!!!!!!!! Im in wichita
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well thank you for your comment, but i dont think that i would ever want to be a red headed step child though
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