Why Me?

ugly,fat-ish,stupid and every word thatm describes worthless people,
wait there we go....WORTHLESS... thats me!
i have diffrent colors in my hair...im goth-ish emo-ish,
and im.......WORTHLESS!my friends say im not but i konw i am.....
and yeah....im ¨diffrent¨ and ¨weird¨.....but thats me...but i cant ¨love¨ myself for sum reason.I thrive in what peopel say about me, i just cant let it go sum times...why?...why do they HAVE to torment me?
am i like sme prime target they need to hit?
iv grown up in BAD family trobels,
iv fought for my life,
and i am not taking this...
why me?