If i were to go back
further than a few years
further than all my friends
further back than all my tears
wat would be changed?
hw would everything seem?
who would I have met?
would I have made it to 18?
wat would have happened
if i had stayed with her?
hw would I now act?
would i have been changed forever?
se was a prostitute
she was a druggy
shelways abused us
she introduced it to me
that strange addiction
that physical NEED
some say its a monster
it was a hunger to constantly feed
would I still be on drugs
would I be damned for eternity
I guess I'll never know
where, exactly, i'd be.
A contest entry
- HELP ME!!!!! by ShadowsDream.
300 points, ended April 10, 2008, 20 entries
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Comments
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Oh this was really good hun.. I really enjoyed the read.. the emotion in it was great.. The feeling of not knowing, you could feel it as you read.. Great write..
Peace to you, Jetleena
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