These stupid thoughts!
They keep consuming my soul!
Die die die a slow and painful death;
thats all I think about
I barely spare a thought of my love
I smile to keep it secret when I'm suffocating inside
my soul need some air who is gonna get me out of Cupid's choke hold!?
my best friends are turning away from me
i plead for help they just smile like I'm faking it and walk away
I sit there holding back the tears that might fall down to my dead world
Help help help!
Just leave me alone!
let me repair myself I'm going insane!
I don't need you love
I don't need any one's sympathy...
let me be!
My dreams and wishes will not come true
this is why I have to die for you.
My razor has been in my hand for weeks
tape on my bloody wrist
I have this stupid gift
and I wish I couldn't live.
I just need to cut my throat I bet that would do it
stabbing some ones back would make me feel better
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sigh this is all too much my thoughts are scrambled my mind is being weird
my soul is weak and I'm giving into things I don't want to.
Hopefully my best friend will save me from this dark dead world and share a new bright sunny world with me and we can laugh and play.
Author notes
no offense to any one... It's not to any one personally... so if any of my friends might think its them... just ask.
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I try to help u no but its hard as hell (was it me?)
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yes.
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*cries* I'm sorry
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it's ok... really- ah no one's gonna believe me.
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i'll believe anything u say
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great now I don't remember... i sorry I have to much to remember lately I have so much to do and worry about...
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lol I can't remeber either but don't be sorry I have alot 2 rember also
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Great!
And it is a poem, just free verse.
Really good free verse!!!
Great job!!!
And know that I'm here for you.
I might not have always been, but I am now.
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ty
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lov ur poem....fantastic...oh and u kno im always here for u.....dont u?
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yes. arg who ever replied on this so far are the only ones that arn't in this poem... you guys are the ones who actually help me.
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*saves you*......please jenny don't die i'm right here with you and i would never turn my back on your and leave you ok?
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hai! *hugs*
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Great job! A poem from the heart is always a good one.... but is it me? Im I turning away from you? I dont want to be.... Im sorry....
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no its not u.
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