Play the game or lose the heart

First hit and I'm on the good
Game two and i'm bleeding alot
You asshole cant you see I'm not gonna stand for this
I still held your hand for months on end
It felt like you hanfcuffed me most of the time
My love was forced but I dont give a damn
You flirt with other girls that are skinny as hell with the long blond hair
You liked girls that were prettier than me
I guess I can't blame you
I would touch me either
The bruises on my arms and face
They were covered with lies
I fell down the stairs or I ran in the wall
Why cant my voice just break free
Game three you tell you love me
You fucking liar get away from me
I dont want to lose your heart
I just want to belong
Even if that means dying to be loved
Blood is all over
My tainted body so sensitive
I cant even stand half the time
The fifth hit was enough
Now the hospital knows me by name
They dont even look at my chart anymore
I'm coughing up blood
It hurts like hell
But back then I was stupid as fuck