how he hurt me

i lost myself completely
i can't sort my feelings
i just don't have the words to say
my love for you was pure
but you used me
you stole every part of me
and then just left my soul bleeding
even the core of my being hurts
i lost hope in you
you broke me down piece by piece,promise by promise
you led me on to believe that you really truly loved me
how was i such a fool
how was i so blind
how you could treat someone you love like that just blows my mind
i can't believe i waisted over two years of my life
i just don't know how i didn't see
that you were playing me
just a pawn in your game
and you must have won for me to be feeling like this
i wish i never loved you
cuz all you know how to do is inflict pain
i just wanna forget you but i don't know how to do that
how can i love you when all you did was scar my heart
but i have to be strong
i have to forget about you
i have to move on
my heart will regain strength
one day i'll look back on my past
and thank god for you
cuz by you making me weak you made me strong
so all the tears i cried won't be in vain
cuz really they made me sane
i am who i am you never completed me
i was to lost in my emotions
to see that after the rain the sun will shine again
life will get better this pain can't last forever
i just wish i could forget you
so i can completely let go