I once loved you

I once loved you,
Now I think I no longer can,
I once was head over heals for you,
But that was back then.
You had meant the world to me,
I was crazy in love, I was blind,
Now I see it all so clearly,
You're deffinately not one of a kind.
You were my first love,
My first in eevrything we'd do.
Now I think of us breaking up.
Now that I see our love isn't true.
I just don't feel the same,
I've tried to get myself to feel it again,
I guess I only have my heart to blame,
For my love coming to an end.
See I once had gotten over you,
Yet you asked me to give it another try,
I thought my old feelings would come through,
But I had just told myself a lie.
I knew everything about you then,
Now I se it still hasn't changed a  bit.
So why should I be stuck in this again,
There's a reason why last time I just had to quit.
You're no longer that big piece of me,
You barely shine in my sky anymore,
I can't change it and I'm not even sorry,
But you had already ruined it before.