
At-last I rest upon the secure cushions of cloud nine. Symphonies of joy and release ring through the sky's of my dreams, putting to sleep the restlessness in my heart. A smile uncovers itself from the darkness it once dwelled in. Leaps of faith warp into a rejoicing masquerade. I am now cognizant of feelings, only glimpsed at in dreams. Desire melts into every crevice of my composure. Once enveloping insecurities disperse from my conscious. His eyes Peirce my soul with a sweetness so strange && addicting, it starves my mind. I've learned now, that keeping an eye on the past only makes the present more rigid. Self-hatred and inner angst are fading into the same void that almost destroyed me. I'm finally free from everything I despised. Everything I forced myself through. So now, I want to say thank you, for giving me everything I've been living without. 

