You

I always knew it would never work,
You got me with to avoid being,
Alone with him and her.

I never meant that much to you,
It was always a bit of fun I knew,
But I still liked you too much,
And then you fucked me off,
I longed for your touch.

It’s strange really I would say,
How I missed talking to you each day,
When nothing would happen anyway.
So instead I sat and cried,
Tears by night, tears by day.

It wasn’t meant to be that way,
I was never meant to fall for you,
I went into it eyes open wide,
Enjoying what happened with you.

But as time went by I noticed that,
My feeling were starting to grow,
And the more we met up,
The more they started to show.

It’s strange the way I felt,
When you held me in your arms,
But that was why I felt,
I fell for you charm.

Your nothing like the other lads,
That I got with for a bit of fun,
With them it was lets have sex,
Then we were done.

But with you it was never like that,
We never did do much,
Instead me just cuddled and kissed,
Leaving me longing for your touch.

If it hadn’t have been like that,
Id never have liked you so,
I just wanted something more from you,
So I stayed waiting for your feelings to grow.

As time passed,
They never did and I was left feeling alone,
I often thought “what if we had”
But as it was,
The answer we would not have known.

That we didn’t go too far,
I am glad,
As then I would just have felt used,
And felt proper bad.

It’s strange the way two months later,
You text me all nice and flirty,
I wonder what you want from me,
When we start texting dirty.

When you said you would meet up with me,
I was so surprised,
But I thought,
well it’s a start,
Of a new chapter in our lives.

It’ll be strange that we will just stand and talk,
No kisses, no cuddles,
No holding of your hand,
No chance of being a couple.

I still feel for you,
Still think of you quite much,
But that’s okay now that were friends,
Because I’ve no longer lost your touch.

Although not in the same way as before,
At least I haven’t lost you completely,
And I can’t explain how happy ill be,
When we meet and I see you standing in front of me.