Did you ever think I could give my heart to you?
It wouldn't be that easy even if I'd wanted too.
It's still in the pocession of my first true love,
I could only wish that he'd set it free, baby like a dove.
How can I take it back, take back our every kiss?
Just so I wouldn't get upset eveytime I'd reminisce.
Of our friendship, our secrets and everything we've done,
It was all your fault, I could of ended up having you're son.
Or daughter, but baby it never works out anyway,
Because it wasn't meant to end up like that today.
Or tomorrow, because that time in your room was the last,
Everything seemed to fall into place a little too fast.
It was just teenage exploration, a kiss leads to a touch,
And I get left here missing you just a little too much.
Baby the way you'd hold me, it was pure exctasy,
But then you'd pull away the minute somebody might see.
Were you ashamed of me, or were you just afraid to breathe?
I wish I knew the answer so tonight I wouldn't bleed.
The truth, if that's what I'm trying to prove with this note,
I'll hang the necklace you gave me so it's tight across my throat.
Just to feel the pain, baby, because today just doesn't feel real,
I'll promise to be happy, but it might just be concealed.
By my sweet little facade that everyone thinks is my smile,
Because for once, I'm not running any extra miles.
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