S.O.S

Alone now on this long and Unloving Road,
You have left me and now I have nothing else to hold,
I see you in my head and it makes me want to cry,
Just makes me wanna break down and die,
I feel like I'm in space,
None but you understands my life,
I remember all the nights I spent alone,
All the nights in this cold and broken home,
Falling with this self made Human Hell,
I dont know who I am now,
I dont know where to go,
I lay here dying even more as I write this poem,
I'm suprised I made it this far,
My hands shake with fear,
......But not sadness,
Depression is near but it's more like Living Dead,
My brain stops but an image,
An image of you in bed,
How I miss those nights I laid beside you and watched you sleep,
I went from an awesome sight of beauty to hanging on a Cliff,
And below me?
HELL......