I Need Them Both So Much

Everything is getting so out of hand
Since she told me why she left him to cope;
There was one she adored more than he
And with this information, I began to hope.
Why would she tell me... and not tell who
Though, many clues were left so clear.
It was a relationship she didn't want to mess with
If it's me she means, that is what is feared.

I promised to love him now and forever,
And that promise I intend to always keep--
But this new feeling that swells inside me now
These new feelings... they quickly creep.
I slightly wish now I never asked why...
Then maybe I wouldn't be this stressed out.
I love them both... I need them both
So why is my mouth contorted into a pout?

I love him too much to break his heart.
I only pray she doesn't get hurt in the end...
She means the world to me and so much more,
We were always so much better at friends.