Slipping -

I'm cold.

I can't sleep.

I can't eat... which is amazing...

I only find solace in ice blue eyes. Unchanging, watching as I live my life of lies.

Why do I ever even try?

You know...
You'll learn to hate me.

They always do...

So get away form me
And what I can do to you

Darling,
I'm a dark thing
And not worthy of the light
For all my strength
I have no fight
And no right...

Whispers tell me
There is nothing here left
And I watch the world
Through ice sickles.
In a wind chill

Death wraps around
What remains of sounds
Wink out
Beating into me my worthlessness
And showing me the endlessness
Of the nothing I have to look forward to.

Do what you're going to do

I can't sleep...
My dreams torment me...
Such a lowly
Lonesome fool.