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bleed black.. but never red, but bleed until I'm dead...

I love some one
I can not tell
I love some one
It feels like hell

I love my friend
do they know?
I love my friend
does my love show...?

I hate my self
for making pain
I hate my self
now I should cut my vein...

Ending my life oh how that would be
I can see people jumping around and yelling "Yippie!"

Sitting in the dark all alone
Imagining my heart whole and sewn

I want to help, I want to see
I want to help some one, I beg and I plea...

No matter how much I want
My wish can not be done
I can only haunt,
sit in my corner with my knife, my razor, and my gun

I watch as my loved one's pass by
I watch as they fall
and how they cry

I watch as they beg for help
I only back away
and see them yelp

Pain and agony
this shouldn't be happening
This is frustrating!
All this pain is darkening...
Some one take us from this hell

I look at you; this pain, you don't deserve it
I try to kill my self...
and some times I think "hey maybe it's worth it..."

The trouble and the pain
I can't get rid of this storm
It keeps pouring down rain
on my dark and blackened form

Suicide is one step away
I can't hold my self together
I still need to pay

I'm sorry if I die
but it will come soon
I'm no reason for you to cry
If I am... then it must be once every blue moon

~This is one ride
I can not take
one solution; suicide
is all I can partake...~

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  • CountrygurlVA
    March 13, 2008
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    Countrygurlva

    jenny-fur u r a true artist of poetry,...send a message soon.


  • Psychoninja
    March 13, 2008

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    FFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK no one is fucking killing themself but me...u know all this dramam is my fault...i started it all...and u all know it so dont deny it


    • VampyEyes
      March 13, 2008
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      what if you did start it all? I don't really care...I can deny it because not every thing is your fault, if other people would have just kept their mouth shut we wouldn't have been so bad, that and if I didn't do so many useless things we would be a lot better off.


  • The Luna Diviner
    March 13, 2008

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    I'll be right behind u if u attempt suicide...
    Don't do it
    No one will be happy we will all be sad
    Even John Carrabello

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