There are somethings you fail to learn
and then theres some you slowly learn
some things you've always known
then theres some you'll never understand
try and understand why
i tried to bleed until i died
why i cry every night and
probably will till i die
blood it calms me
makes me weak
i love to bleed
to see my blood is like revenge
i lie awake just to bleed and
until i bleed i cannot sleep
i relize now
when you leave i will still have the need
to bleed
to see my blood slide so slow its amazing
what i know
knives may work but not for long
i need a blade
a cold,sharp blade against my skin
the quick splitting
is amazing
im stuck here
forever
to bleed and sleep
im so weak
oh god
i need help
im losing it
im physco
i now relize
we're over
i'm through
just let go
you must leave me forever
i am who i am and i'll always be me
i need to bleed
i bleed inside an out
someone will help me
then there will be no darkness in me
theres a time to bleed
thats what everyone needs
my love my sweet love
i need to bleed
i can bleed
darling you are the love of my life
so move on
be happy for me
just leave me to bleed
Author notes
this is me
A contest entry
- { depression/ suicide} by Angel Eyed Baby.
702 points, ended December 22, 2008, 67 entries
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Comments
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I want you to know that reading this makes me cry it really hurts to know that you are living with this and you have to deal with this every night jessica I need you to know if someone leaves you even if you loves him so much the pain you will feel at first eventually will fade away we can never live with a pain forever always we have this gift from god that we can forget and what you have to do is forget and know that theirs always someone else that will love you and you'll love you must know that I love you so much and only by thinking of you I be happy so imagine that if you hurt yourself you will hurt me too and not just me a lot of people that loves you and you don't know about them I know that life sometimes can be a mess and that you may now be feeling really lonely and it's hard I know but you must know that you are not lonely theirs a lot of people that loves you and adore you I know I do don't you ever forget that and whenever you feel sad just try to remember this
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if you feel this way then why aren't we together? i wanted us to be together and i still do.
love jess
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