Underlying Truth

If you want to self destruct
Go ahead
But I wont be there
When you decide you want to reconstruct
Your broken life
You've pushed me to the point
That I thought a knife
Was the simple solution
For your sadistic ways
Thank you so much for your contribution
I just don't understand why I stay

If your letting yourself fall
Then please do so out of sight
And please refrain if you plan to call
My cell, for closure
Even though I care
Believe me when I say overexposure
Can be life-threatening

I'm tired of your games
I'm tired of the different names
Your going down in flames
I'm not going to join you

Your letting yourself die
Only externally,
I'm not even going to ask why
For you have been dead inside
For quite some time
My care you have denied

I'm done with your truth
I'm done with your chaos
I'm through with your disloyalty
I'm through with YOU


I will secretly cage my love for your heart deep inside.
And only reveal to myself, the truth
I have always been right beside you, enduring this ride.