Nomore...

I was dead
nothing made me feel
id laugh
but i would only mean it
less then half the time

happiness was blurry
id smile day by day
and almost mean it never
To love anyone was never
i felt dirty

they were all clueless
marks covered were no one could see
i was dead inside
it hurt
i was dead

thought i could never be fine again
the world was dead to me
i had noone really
None knew what was going on in my head
No one knew who i really was

noone was aware of my death
there was no light at the end
of my tunnel
i was dead
i was not all lost

i meet someone new
he grew to like me
then love me
for reasons i didn't know
we got together

why bother
i only wanted fun
he had hopes
and shattered them silently
then ended it with crash and boom

cutted him down with ease
but i felt guilt and sadness
i was given the same consequence as well
how? was the question
he still wanted me even after

i was given a clue
a chance that this is ment to be
im ment to love and be loved
to have something
to live once again

he gave me life
and i am not dead anymore
nomore....