[ After all these year its changed so much. ]

After all these year its changed so much.
Mommy look Im growing up.
Im 17 now, arent you proud of me?

Mommy why do you lie?
Why did you make daddy cry?
Why did he have to leave because of you, but forget about me?

Mommy after my whole life I saw you make him cry.
I watched him slowly die inside.
Why am I the problem when your the liar?

Please cant you answer these questions
Im growing up but still a child
How is it you make me scared to love?

I know theres a big responsibility with growing up
I know theres a responsibility with getting married
But one day I hope to be married
I just must say I hope Im not like you.

I want to be a good mother, and somewhat friends to my kids
But they wont walk over me.
My oldest daughter she will be my friend
She will love me with all she has but by god she will hate me to
After all Ive every learn here, is how easy to lie from you.


Mommy why does my daddy hate me?
Why did you make him cry?
Why did my daddy leave me?
What made him die inside.

Mommy I love you oh so much.
I promised i'd never leave you.
But mommy Ill be 18 soon
and I wont surely see you.

Mommy Im leaving here
Im moving, though not too far.
I have to say as daddy agrees
Im better off to live alone
As to grow up and be me.

Ive seen your lies
Ive told them to
But it hurts me oh so much
By the things you say about my dad
That me and him loose touch


Mommy Im tired of lying
Its all ive ever done
you think im truthful even to you
but when the time will come

thought i say ill be here forever
when time comes im gone

I love you oh so very much,
theres lots you just dont know.
Mommy dear i love you so..
Im just thinking im ready to go..