Inside of me there are two
a man who has been through a war
and a boy who dreads fighting
a man who is calm and fearless
and a boy scared and hiding from anger
a man who fixes high tech things
and a boy who likes simpleness
a man who likes challenges in life
and a boy who sleeps with a Teddy Bear
a man who loves everyone
and a boy crying "love me"
a man who counsels the hurt and abused
and a boy who cries at the sight of it
a man who knows his mom left him years ago
and a boy who wishes he had her back
a man who exudes confidence
and a boy who is lost and confused
a man who likes normal guy things
and a boy who likes baby rabbits and kittens
a man who who loves war movies and stories
and a boy who loves to write kids stories
a man who worked on fighter jets
and a boy who loves kites
a man who loves to make passionate love
and a boy who just wants a hand to hold
a man who isnt afraid to speak before thousands
and a boy who is shy and afraid of crowds
a man who is serious and thinks a lot
and a boy who is a clown and joker
a man who is a success at everything he does
and a boy who's mom said he was a loser
a man who lives in daily pain and hurts
and a boy who cries a lot and is weak
and the truth is... I need them both









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