can you understand

Looking at the chaos of memory lane
I fall again into the twisted metal abyss.....

Taking a drive down memory lane
I forgot my seatbelt
and my sanity
I remember what i used to be
what i used to feel
and  what i did
let me leave
god turn this car around
but its a one way lane
im trapped in my hell
my memories
This is not just another nightmare
Its my own life
my darkest fears spring to life
in his eyes
My scars bright in the light
of the blades
tears fill my eyes
as my fathers gravestone comes into sight
i claw at the car door
get me out of here
nails braking
glass in my hands
I WANT OUT
please i dont to remember
MAKE IT ALL GO AWAY
i scream in my bed
another nightmare
but its not
just another scene from my past
the living nightmare
of memory lane
of my hell


now tell me have you ever had one of those days