[ She seems so cold, but shes hurt down inside ]

She seems so cold, but shes hurt down inside
so much pain she has went through, its hard to hide
none of her children have help her
no one knows shes there
she wants her family back
but shes has to act tough
so she acts like she doesn't care
she tries to be kind
she tries to help
but she turns around
she is afraid of getting hurt
i have tried to get close
she ignores me because i cant help
I'm am but only a child in her eyes
one that needs more help than she
she has been to hell and back
being torched to the ground
by the once she love
physically, mentally and emotionally
once she found her hero
he did the same and left her a stray
she didn't stop him
and he hurt her each time
she wanted escape so badly
she ignored the pain inside
he cheated on her every day
she loved him from bringing her freedom
from her past life
know she is left alone
she doesn't want to let him go
know they are old
together still
she feels the pain still
her 7 children have abandon her
no love for her, no love for them
what a great mother she was then
know she is nothing
but an angry old women
that's scared down beep inside
her pain will never go away.