Flame of the week

I'm tired of putting on this happy face
I'm tired of trying to find one that can
Try & replace the love I once knew.
You say you love me, but you don't care
I can tell by the blank look that your feelings are no longer there.
All you care about is your flame of the week.
Well what about me?
What about the one thats ALWAYS BEEN there to put you back together?
What about the one thats cried a million tears with you?
The one who always loved you?
The one that always cared?
You want to throw your life away,
over stupid bitches that aren't worth your time,
When you can do so much better, then those that make you cry and wanna die.
You choose them over me in a heartbeat.
What did I do wrong to lose your love and make you say so long?
I'm trying my best to be the friend that you need,
Though I'm not really sure I can do it.
I'm not sure I can catch you when you fall.
I hurt, and I just can't go on alone anymore.
I'm the girl that hides her shattered heart with a broken smile.
My life is in shambles and I try and piece them back together, but every-time I get close someone else kicks the last piece away.
Someone else wants me to stay when I beg to leave,
Why can't I be set free, so that I can find the one that will always love me?
I'm so tired of empty promises and painful goodbyes,
I hope you know that a part of me will always belong to you, and will be waiting with baited breath for you to say you'll once again be mine.