I guess this is goodbye

although i seemed happy
although i seemed alright
and i loved you grasp when you held me tight
but you didnt understand my pain
i tried to explain my problems
but you always pressed your view
i was confortable talking with you
so you didnt understand my pain
then we seemed to go downhill
i started to wonder if you cared
and i started to become slightly scared
so i hid from the world for a while
then i cam to realise
it was you who help me back
i felt i had to reverse my track
so i told you goodbye
and you never replied to me
and you caused me so much pain
i was going quite insane
and i still cant forget you
and its been 3 months since you stopped speaking
but i still check my messages every day
hoping theres something you say
telling me you accept what i did
and im sorry that i hurt you
but i loved you if thats okay
and i couldnt live that way
and im sorry that i left you
but you clearly didnt care
and im sorry if you cried
but i tried and tried and tried
but i couldnt live loving you.