I'm Sorry

Why am I so stupid
When will I ever learn
I say one thing
And turn around and forget about it

There is no more trust
I have lost it all
If I’m lucky
I’ll get it back next fall

I need to show some integrity
But not sure what it is
But I do know
That at this point I do not have any

I need to stick to what I say
No matter what the cost
If not to keep me sane
Then to keep me from getting lost

I need to learn some self control
And forget about the past
All it can do right now
Is make me an outcast

I’m sorry for my ignorance
And my blindness too
I hope you will forgive me
And know that I love you

12-26-02
Written for: Sam