So sorry.

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousands lives have made me colder,
And I don't think I can look at this the same.

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold.

But all the miles that separate,
They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face.
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby, and I dream about you all the time.
I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams.
And tonight, it's only you and me.

I want to make sure everything is perfect for you
If you only knew
That's not like me to follow through
Maybe even give up all these dead end dreams
Just to be with you
But you don't know that's nothing like me

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologise for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me.