Just thought that you should know

Always feeling so stressed,
Getting so depressed;

They say get plenty of rest,
Cuz that'll help the best;

Don't know if I want help anymore,
Keep getting pushed down like before;

They say keep fighting, you'll beat it,
But I think that's a bunch of $hit;

Don't know what's wrong with me,
Guess I'm just out for attention and sympathy;

I don't know what to do,
Always disappointing you;

Can't go on much farther,
Don't know why I even bother;

Why do I always do this to friends?
Is it on them that my life depends?

By trying to help I only bring them down,
Probably be better with me around;

You say it's not true,
But how can I believe some of you?

Saying one thing yet meaning another,
Always gossiping about each other;

I gotta do something constructive,
Something that'll benefit all humanity;
It'll be self-destructive,
Now, imagine, life without me;

People happy,
Content as can be;

Moving on in their lives,
Working for that which everyone strives;

True happiness,
But it's all madness;

Always trying to better your fellow man,
You say you care when you don't give a damn;

It's all insanity,
Leading towards tragedy;

Always trying to get ahead,
Why can't we be content instead?

I don't wanna join the rat race,
I'd only be in last place;

So what's the point?
I only seem to disappoint;

Never able to get anything right,
Always getting in a fight;

Sounds like a Pink song,
But I really don't know what's wrong;

You know something's wrong when you compare yourself to Pink,
Starting to feel like I'm standing on the brink;

Seems like there's nowhere to go,
Just thought that you should know.